There seems to be a certain viewpoint that has begun to build in the church. This viewpoint has affected me, for the past few years. The viewpoint is dealing with the problem of pain.
Just about everyone, who I encounter in the church, have shown me their true face. Many stay away, others just ignore my existence and even more lie to my face. I am sure they don’t think by saying to me, “If you need anything…,” and when I do ask, they don’t think, by not showing up, they are lying.
It is in these times of desperation, that I turn to true God-fearing people. I listen to them speak and give praise to the Lord, in their suffering, and it gives me hope. I see that even in my darkest times, there are those who are experiencing more.
I give thanks the LORD Jesus for giving me understanding and insight in to my heart. He has shown me through, people like, Joni Eareckson Tada, that God may want me to be where I am. I praise God for all that I am going through, may He grow me in these times of difficulty and pain.